Ipswich. Buffer dropout. X said to me one night, “I'll show you everything there is to know about street-life”. I looked up to him when I was younger. He was with Y. They had three kids called a, b, and c. M disappeared for a few months. Then he came back. He looked healthy. I cut my ties with of them not long after. Next time I saw M was on the front page of the paper. Three photos showed his disintegration. Heroin overdose. R and his followers drag me into a car at knife point. I was scared. M2 stole my Dad's cards and ran away. Columbian drug trafficker now repenting his sins on YouTube. Illegal immigrant sending death threats. NSPCC were involved. Had to see CID. They knew everything that was happening. It was a drug's den. Didn't and couldn't hang around there or with them. W was good. He tried to make me see, but I was too arrogant to listen, or more correctly, I just simply didn't understand. Conversation repeats. Saw Y standing outside their place with short skirt waiting. I just drove by. Saw here in town with her mum. She smiled at me and I just stared back at her. BBC news. Y is murdered.
All tracks recorded live at The Surgery, South London. By Ryan Jordan 2010. no edits no mastering. PureData voice and dodgey cabels. Http://ryanjordan.org